i'm blog illiterate

but apparently i've been "tagged"... whatever? hahah
but i love quizzes, and so here it goes:

4 Shows I Regularly Watch:
-How I Met Your Mother
-Dexter
-Glee
-Dancing With The Stars

4 Things I'm Passionate About:
-My family
-Christmas
-Laughing REALLY hard once a day
-Respect

4 Things I Say Alot (which apparently there's a lot since people make fun of my "sayings" all the time)
- "People are really passionate about"... (cars, music, deer, etc.)
-"Heard That!" (joking of course... or am i?)
-"Love You"
-"guess what i ate today?" hahaha

4 Things I've Learned From The Past
-Family is THE most important part of my life
-Regret nothing. You can learn from every bruise and bump along the way
-Pick your battles
-Only be around people who are happy & positive (most of the time). There's no room for negativity in my life.

4 Places I'd Love To Go:
-Italy
-New York
-Germany
-Hawaii

4 Things I Did Yesterday:
-Worked for 2 hours
- Had sushi with my sister
-Bought/wrapped Christmas Presents
-Watched "Life or Something Like It"

4 Things I'm looking Forward To:
-Dr's. Appointment to get rid of this blasted bladder infection once and for all
-Getting preggers sometime after June (hopefully)
-Christmas
-Seeing Tangled on Wednesday with my family

4 Things I Love About Winter:
-Christmas!
-Snuggling up
-Christmas Tree
- Snow (for about 2 months then i'm over it)

4 Things on My Wishlist:
-To get pregnant as soon as we are ready
-A sushi maker on my amazon wishlist
-To lose the rest of my weight quickly (28 lbs down, 40 to go)
- My hair to grow quickly

4 People to Tag:
-Tahnie
-Maegan
-Julie
-Mama

i finally have some pictures, so i'm going to overload you with a glimpse into the past (almost) 5 years with my husband. enjoy!

Reward:

anyone who will have the patience to sit down & teach me how to actually work this (shoot dang darn the devil hells bells) blog will be rewarded handsomely.
i can't figure out how to make my main picture a NORMAL size, or the little quote in front to be how i want it. also i'd like to change my background & upload pictures once in a while.
i ask a lot hu?

other than that - life is good. :)
i got my own pizzelle iron, so there'll be treats-a-plenty at the woodward house so PLEASE PLEASE come eat them.
i'm on a diet. so far i've lost 20 lbs. yay! now just about 40 more to go & i'll be happy. :)

thats all for now folks. peace & blessin's

confessions

here are some things i have to get off my chest:

i'm completely jealous of everyone with a baby right now. i want one...
hopefully in about 7 months i'll be pregnant as planned, but as of now i need to be getting healthy and ready for it. It's a TERRIFYING thought of being a mama, but nothing sounds so great. I love my husband soooo much and i want a little "deranzik" running around. Derek's even downloading some "pre-pregnancy" books for us to read to make sure we get everything ready now. He's kinda perfect.

i have major anxiety. last night i couldn't get tired because i start to obsess over things that make my heart beat out of control crazy. last night it was "what am i going to get everyone for Christmas? what movies should i put on my que for netflix? we need to get pictures taken for our Christmas cards this week." geeze louise.

that is all. just wanted to share with you all the thoughts that keep these brown eyes awake at night.
love you
Anzana